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: It started off as oral masturbation, but lately as I've gotten especially good at sucking at least half of my cock almost every night before bed, I've found myself indulging in fantasies. I've found that although I don't find myself attracted to men sexually, I have grown to love sucking my own cock so much. In the process, I have developed quite a taste for a dick in the mouth that I don't think I would say no to trying a stranger's if the circumstances were right. I guess there are a lot of guys in similar situations. I fantasize about being forced to suck some dude's cock, while at the same time I AM that dude. Right now it is my secret outlet while my wife sleeps. While my wife loves sucking my cock, and I can abuse her mouth a little with my dick and actually get her to cum while sucking me (which is very hot, by the way, knowing that having your cock in their mouth alone was enough to make them come - except if they clamp down with their teeth while climaxing! Interesting sensation - haven't decided if it's good or bad. Whew! That was a long one.) she just isn't strong enough to really suck my cock hard as I'd like. So, what happens is I fuck my wife in the mouth until she either cums or begs me to fuck her, I then fuck her in either case, and usually will myself cum. She will go to sleep (work!) while I will get back up and take care of the condom. Very romantic, yes I know, but the pill is not an option for us right now. However, most evenings I am still horny, especially if we have been smoking earlier. Well, obviously, it's time to suck myself off, and that is what I do. And I love every minute of it. I love it so much that I begin to wish I could do it the proper way, so that the cock is headed down my throat, as if I was on my knees before myself. Obviously when in the plow position there is some strain involved that takes from the whole experience, but if you could just somehow rest your own head in your lap and easily slide your mouth all the way up and down your entire shaft the way you always wanted it to be...the way only you can do it. Rolling my cock around only works temporarily; once my cock gets too stiff, I can't get it the right way again. But when I can run my tongue up the bottom of my shaft, oh my god! And to be able to swirl my tongue against the bottom of the head while the top of it presses the roof of my mouth. Sometimes I get so excited I ruin everything by fucking up my breathing. : Maybe I should save something for later; this is getting a little long.

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