HIV Babies

I feel like a such a complete Idiot; but I wanted to write you, anyway. We haven�t corresponded much since I became one of the Brethren. I know you wanted to do me, but my Cock just got too impatient that night I entered the Sleazy Bathhouse.

I got tested and my Viral Load is already up to 123,292 and my T�s down to 375. I was supposed to start therapy, but I have (secretly) not been taking my Meds. It makes my Cock twitch to know It's full of HIV Scum swimming around in my bloodstream. I wouldn�t do anything to harm my Babies, regardless of their reckless intent.

Getting knocked up with HIV is scary. I still can't believe I did it. Not Cumming for 3 weeks pushed me over the edge. I was trying to find a way to suppress my Sexual Urges�become celibate�go straight�enter the priesthood. Who knows?

And what happened? On my way home from work one night it dawned on me. I knew what I wanted, and couldn�t deny it any longer. My Cock got harder than It�d ever been in my life. I had butterflies in my stomach, but no hesitation at all about getting Knocked Up.

I turned my Jeep around and in 20 minutes was naked in that sleazy, filthy Bathhouse. Soon after that it finally happened. All I�d ever dreamt of, fantasized about, came to fruition�unprotected sex with strange dudes�suspect dudes� opening my Innards�fucking my Guts. I was well aware of what could and did happen.

The possibility�no, probability�made it even hotter. I became even more whorish and sluttish than usual, denying entrance to no man, no matter how feeble or old or unwashed or the count of sores on his body�their raw, exposed humanity made me even hotter. I begged everyone of them to pump inside me. Poisonous, venomous Cock Sludge slopped and sloshed in my Asshole. After the fifth one I actually felt It seethe and simmer within me. I took seven perfect Fucks that night—my Death Fucks—as they turned out to be.

I wish I could do it all over again�getting POZZED. I�m thinking about my obligation to impregnate my fellow Bi�s and Gays�not sure I�m up to the Task. I feel so shitty right now. My stomach has one hell of a gut-ache. But my Cock is throbbing�just thinking about all the Dudes out there practically begging for seroconversion. Who am I to deny them? My Cock is POZ now. What do you think I should do with It?