Sexual problem with dad.

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Posted by Henry Hedman on August 21, 2003 at 15:41:00:

My mail address is [email protected]. I am 33 years old, after not having seen my father for 22 years, I reunited with him when I was 28. After several drinks and after having gottn reacquainted, my father kissed me passionately and grabbed my cock. I freaked at that moment and pushed him away. He said that he loved me and that he just wanted to see my body. I took my shirt off and he said that my body was beautiful. I was hard, and wanted to continue, but my morality got in the way. Thereafter, he did not pursue the matter. However, siince that time I have had an obsession with older hair men. I also have continous fantasies of having sex with my father. At times I think that I am truly sick in the head for having these desires. I also think that if I pursue this fantasy, I will be emotionally and psychologically dammaged. I would appriciate any input from others who have had similar eperiences, and how they have delt with these emotions. I don't want fictional accounts of father son sex. I am merely looking for an outlet for my obsession. Furthermore, I am marriend and have a child. But, I have not had sex with my wife in over 3 years. 4 years ago, she found my stash of over 40 gay porn magazines, and since then she has refused to have sex with me. She asked me if I was gay. I told her that I was just cureious, and that I did not want to have sex with men. What a lie. That's all that I think about. I don't know what to do. My only outlet is masterbation. You probably think I'm pathetic. it's really sad if you think about it. I'm really good looking, in shape and have a great personality. I'm an Attorney, have a beautiful wife and daughter, but I'm desperately sad. I thought that finding my father would cure my homosexuality. However, it just created a greater complication. In conclusion, I want to find others who have overcome similar obsticles. Maybe I may even find a friend or lover. Who knows? Well, back to jacking off. Later!!! P.S. Rex I love you!! You are my sexual saviour.




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