Diary of a Teenage Hunk 11 (mm)
by Peterbilt
The Diary
My cousin, Austin
Uncle Ed and my cousin, Austin, came to my graduation. Austin stayed over. Took him along to the parties. He had an awesome time. He freaked out when I told my Dad I borrowed his condoms. He freaked out even more when he found out I was naked under my graduation gown, and that my Dad knew it. Grabbed some beer and drove out to the park. Also gave Austin some condoms just in case. He said he wouldn't need three condoms, but he was wrong. He not only lost his virginity, he fucked FOUR girls, one of them TWICE. He was blown away by all the sex going on right out in the open. Right off, the first girl was impressed with his cock and she started blowing him right in front of everybody. First blow job and he shot his load right off. He was embarrassed but he recovered real quick. BTW, Joey came out! He was in the woods giving blowjobs to anybody who wanted one. Heard they were standing in line for him.
I fucked one of the cheerleaders. Had to keep up appearances and protect my reputation. Have to say, pussy is no better than fucking a guy's ass. Maybe not as good. Gotta admit, when we came back home I was having ideas about my studly little cousin. Then he hit me with the bombshell that he thought he was gay. I wasn't sure if he was or not and didn't think he was sure, but that was my opening. I gave him some head to show him that sex with other guys was okay without making you gay. Then I made him suck my cock to prove my point. I took it a step further, I fucked him. He wanted to know if I'd ever been fucked, I think so he would feel okay about doing it himself. He freaked when I told him I had. I don't know if he believed me or not. We talked a lot about it, but I don't know if I proved anything except we are both pretty good at giving head, and he admitted that getting fucked felt good too. He'll have to make up his own mind whether he's gay or not.
Cousins
Brandon didn't know his cousin, Austin, was staying over after graduation. He and his Dad had driven four hundred miles back home from a vacation trip to come to his graduation, and afterwards, when the graduates were greeting everyone in the gym, he learned that they were staying over, at their house.
"Hey, that's great. You can come with me to some of the parties," Brandon said.
"I would really like that, if you don't mind me tagging along as an underclassman," Austin said.
"Cut that crap, you won't be tagging along. You'll fit right in," Brandon assured him. "Give me another fifteen minutes here and we can cut out."
When the crowd in the gym began to thin out, Brandon went up to his Dad and handed him the envelopes he had collected from wellwishers.
"Dad, would you take these for me?"
"Don't you have a pocket in your gown?"
"Yeah, but I don't want to take a chance on leaving them in there," Brandon lied. His Dad took the envelopes. "I think Austin and I are going to head out."
"That's great, you're taking Austin with you."
"Yeah, I didn't know he was staying over, it'll be great," Brandon said. "Look, I don't have a curfew, do I?"
His Dad laughed. "I think you outgrew your curfew about four years ago."
"Thanks, Dad." He leaned up and kissed his father on the cheek and hugged him. "Thanks for everything. I love you."
"Well...." The man was embarrassed. "I love you too, son. You guys have fun. But be careful. I'm too young to be a grandpa."
Brandon laughed at Austin's surprised look. "I know, Dad, we've had that talk. You don't have to worry, I borrowed some of your condoms."
It was his father's turn to look surprised. He grabbed Brandon by the arm and pulled him back. "You don't borrow condoms, Son. What do you think you're going to do, return them?"
"Just kidding, Dad. I bought my own."
Austin was still aghast as they walked away.
"I can't believe you talked to your Dad like that!"
"What about the way he talked to me?" Brandon said, laughing.
"Me and my Dad would never say things like that to each other."
"We've got a real tight relationship," Brandon said. "I respect him a lot, and he respects me. But I had to earn it. Well, I gotta go turn in my cap and gown."
Leaving the gym, Brandon bounded up the stairs to the first floor, went past the library, and went up to the second floor.
"Isn't that where they're turning in caps and gowns, at the library?" Austin said, seeing the crowd of graduates crowding to get into the room.
"I'll turn it in there, but I can't take it off in there," Brandon said as he headed down the darkened hallway.
"Why not? Everybody else is," Austin said.
"Cause my clothes are in my locker," Brandon said as kept walking down the hallway.
"Your...clothes?"
They were at his locker. Brandon unlocked it and began unsnapping the gown. "Give me a hand down there, will you?" he asked his cousin. "I don't know why they make these things with like a thousand snaps. Why don't they make 'em with a zipper?"
"I don't know, but....Holy Shit!" Austin was undoing the snaps from the bottom and he saw that his big, hunky cousin was naked under the gown! Or he was, as far up his thighs as he could see. "Don't tell me, dude, you...you don't have anything on under this gown?" he asked as they both unsnapped the snaps to meet in the middle. The gown draped open to answer his question. "Fuck, that is so hot!" Austin said.
"Oh, you think so?"
"Yeah, I mean in a ballsy sort of way. I mean it takes balls to do something like this. Are you the only one?"
"I think a couple of other guys did it," Brandon said.
Austin was laughing. "Man, if your Dad and everybody knew...I mean, Geezuss, can you imagine what your principal and the school superintendent would think if they knew there were guys walking across the stage to get their diplomas, naked under their gowns?"
"My Dad knew I was gonna do it," Brandon said.
"Come on. When we were standing there talking to him, he knew you didn't have anything on under your robe?"
"Yup. I think he was having trouble keeping a straight face."
"Shit, what if you'd got a hardon," Austin said, laughing.
"It would've been tent city," Brandon said.
When he was dressed, he took the gown from Austin and they headed back downstairs. He turned it in and got signed off then they headed out.
"One nice thing, I don't have to go home and change into old clothes," Brandon remarked.
There were several parties, but no one stayed very long because everyone knew that the big one was out at the wilderness park. After the third one Brandon decided to skip the fourth one he drove home and got a case of beer out of the refrigerator on the porch.
"You're taking beer?" Austin said, surprised.
"I was designated beer bringer," Brandon said. "Glad you're along, dude, you're my designated driver."
"Does that mean I can't drink?" Austin asked.
"No, it just means you can't drink as much as me," Brandon replied. Then he grabbed him around the neck and rubbed the top of his head playfully. "Just kidding, dude. You can drink all you want. We'll be out there long enough to sleep it off."
They drove for quite a ways into the park, down a narrow, winding road, so narrow that the tree branches brushed against the side of the truck.
"Can we get back out of here?" Austin asked.
"Yeah, there's parking and a turnaround," Brandon said. "This is the wilderness part of the park. Nobody comes this far in, families I mean. It's pretty much a natural sex palace. Listen, can I ask you something? Have you been laid yet? And don't lie to me."
Austin laughed. "I was going to say yes, till you added that last. No, I'm still a virgin."
"Well, you're not going to leave a virgin," Brandon said.
"Have you got me a date lined up that I don't know about?"
"Not a date. But you're a cute guy and you're put together good, there'll be girls dripping to get your virginity. A lot of couples aren't girlfriend and boyfriend, they're just here to fuck."
Just then they drove into a wide clearing with vehicles parked on the thick grass. Small campfires dotted the clearing and Austin could see kids gathered around the fires, mostly in some state of undress, some completely naked. He could also see sleeping bags unrolled back in the edge of the woods around the perimeter of the clearing, as well as some around the campfires.
"Damn, doesn't anybody know about this place?"
"Sure, the park rangers know. They'll be out later, one at a time, to check on the fires, and to get laid."
"The park rangers are gonna get laid too!!"
"Hell, yeah, how do you think we keep the place a secret?"
"Shit, they're guys doing it right out in the open! Look over there."
"It's a party," Brandon said. As they were getting out of the truck, he handed Austin a strip of three condoms.
"Thanks. I wasn't prepared for this," he said as he started to tear one off.
"Take 'em all," Brandon said.
"Hell, I don't need three condoms."
"You might. These horny bitches find out you're virgin, they're going to be all over you."
"How're they gonna know?" Austin asked.
"Well, you've sorta got that deer-in-the-headlights look," Brandon said.
"I have?" he asked, wide-eyed.
Brandon laughed. "Yeah, just like that look, right now."
Austin tried to straighten his face.
"Anyway, if they don't see that look, I'm gonna tell 'em."
"No! You're not!" Austin blurted.
"Watch me. You're gonna get your ass laid tonight, cousin."
"No, you're not," Austin scoffed.
"Naw, I'm not," Brandon said, laughing, as he put his arm across Austin's shoulder.
They walked over to one of the fires where several guys were sitting on chunks of logs, two of them naked, both of those with raging hardons. They were all sipping beer. There was another couple in a sleeping bag a few feet away, obviously going at it while the guys watched. Several yards away, closer to the next campfire another boy was fucking his girl on top of the sleeping bag while others watched. One of those watching had his hand down the front of his girl's jeans, fingering her as they kissed.
"Hey, Brandon," one of the boys said.
"Hey, guys. Looks like you started without me," he said, nodding to the activity in the sleeping bag.
"Hell, they started in the back of Joey's pickup on the way out here," the boy said.
"Guys, this is my cousin, Austin. He's a sophomore at Allerton High. He's a virgin. But I promised we would do something about that."
"Hey, you said you wouldn't......!" Austin began.
"Whoa! A cherry!" one boy said, and they all applauded.
"Well, kiss that goodbye," another boy said.
Suddenly the activity in the sleeping bag stopped. The boy and girl were whispering to each other, then they were looking at Austin. Suddenly the boy crawled out of the sleeping bag, his oversized cock throbbing violently.
"Climb in there, dude, she'll take care of that little problem for you." he told Austin.
Austin didn't know what to say. He just looked at the guy, then at Brandon, then down at the girl in the sleeping bag. She was lying with her tits bared, smiling. He knew his face must be beet red from Brandon's little announcement and now he was totally speechless. Someone reached out, handing him a condom.
"I already took care of that," Brandon said. But he took the condom and tucked it in Austin's pocket. "But take it, you might need it later," he said.
"B-but I already g-got three," Austin stammered.
"So, what're you saving them for?" somebody asked.
"Yeah, there're not doing anybody any good stuffed in your pockets," said another boy.
Brandon just stood there and laughed. Then he stepped over and pulled Austin's shirt up. He pulled it hard, forcing his arms up so he could take it off of him. Two more boys moved in to undo his belt and his jeans, then another boy joined to help take his shoes and jeans and shorts off of him. Within a minute he was naked. And hard. And embarrassed beyond belief.
"Damn, you can sure tell he's out of the same gene pool you are, Brandon," someone said.
"Geezusss, dude, climb in there, she's drooling over that," the boyfriend of the girl told him. Then he took the condom and tossed it to her. "Here, babe, put this on him, I think his hands are shaking too bad."
She caught the condom and tore it open as she rose up out of the sleeping bag.
Austin's breath caught in his lungs. It was the first time he had seen a girl naked and he could only imagine what lay beneath the sleeping bag.
"Before I put this on, I would like to have a sample of that gorgeous piece of meat," the girl said.
"Oh, I forgot to tell you, she's a carnivore," the boyfriend said. "Don't worry, she'll chew on it, but she won't bite it off."
Austin still couldn't speak. He couldn't move. Till the girl reached up and took his hand and pulled him to her. She came the rest of the way out of the sleeping bag on her knees in front of him. His cock bolted painfully at the sight of her totally naked body.
"Ohh, my!" the girl murmured as he took his cock in her mouth.
"Oohhhh!" Austin gasped as his cock was suddenly enveloped in the wet warmth for the first time. "Ohhh...Ohhhh, Godd...Ohh...Ohh!" Suddenly he was cumming. The girl whimpered with delight as her mouth was suddenly full of warm, thick cum, so much that it was soon running down her chin like a waterfall.
"Shit, he's cumming!" somebody exclaimed.
"Fuck, is he ever! Shit, he's gonna drown her."
The girl fought frantically to capture and contain the gushing spurts of semen and swallow all she could.
"Geezuss, he's still shooting!" her boyfriend said.
Austin's head was spinning and his legs began to shake, and he was nearly overwhelmed with embarrassment. He was about to get his first piece of ass and she hadn't even gotten the condom on him before he shot his load. He wanted to run and hide from the roaring laughter all around him. But Brandon, although he was laughing with the rest of them, moved in to rescue him. He clasped his arm across his shoulder to steady him and ruffled his hair like he was a little boy.
"Got a little excited there, dude," he chided him.
Austin was too embarrassed to respond. Even the girl still sucking and slobbering on his cock didn't help his damaged ego. But besides Brandon's support, his own cock was his salvation. It remained hard as a rock, still throbbing and quivering.
"Hell, don't worry about it, little fucker, you're still obviously good to go." He put his hand down to the girl. "Here give me the condom." He took the condom and rolled it down over Austin's cock then smacked him on the butt. "Now, get in there and fuck her brains out."
Austin couldn't believe that his studly cousin had actually put the condom on him in front of all of his friends. He was almost shaking from the feel of his hands on his cock. He obediently crawled into the sleeping bag, still shaking with excitement. The girl finished wiping off her face and crawled in with him. She wasted no time guiding his still throbbing cock to her hungry pussy, and young Austin was on his way to shedding his virginity while the other boys gathered round to watch and encourage him.
One of the boys said to Brandon, "Hey, in case you're interested, Joey Watts has set up shop back in the woods, giving blowjobs."
"Joey? Joey finally came out?" Brandon said.
"Yeah, he said he wasn't going to let this opportunity slip by; he knew there was going to be rampant sex and he figured it would be a good time to come out and get his share."
"Well, good for Joey. Maybe I'll take a walk back in the woods but I think I'll wait and take my cousin with me. He might as well get his first blowjob tonight, too."
"Uhhh, your cousin just had his first blowjob," somebody said.
Brandon laughed. "Not really. If you haven't had your cock sucked by a guy, you haven't had a blowjob." He immediately realized that he'd said the wrong thing, from the way the guys were looking at him.
"Who have you getting blow jobs from?" one of them asked.
"Yeah," another said. "Joey's just not coming out, what other guy has been giving blow jobs and we didn't know about it?"
"Nobody from our school," Brandon said, then he quickly squatted down beside the sleeping bag. "How's it going, fucker?" he asked Austin.
"Oh, fuck...it's going just great," the boy gasped.
"He's awesome," the girl said. "But I don't think he's a virgin."
Brandon turned to the boyfriend. "You hear that, dude? I think you just lost your girlfriend."
Brandon never made it back to the woods. As word spread about Austin being a virgin, more girls were interested, and Brandon more or less followed him around as he was dragged into one sleeping bag after another to further dismantle his virginity. At one point he came over to Brandon and asked if he had any more condoms.
"You said you didn't need the three I gave you," Brandon said, laughing. "And that other guy gave you one to use on his girlfriend. Shit, that's four! How many more do you need?"
"I don't know, but there's another girl who wants me," Austin said.
Brandon dug another condom out of his pocket and gave it to him. "I've only got one left, you might have to start reusing them," he joked.
"I was hoping you saved one back."
Brandon turned to see where the cooing voice had come from and came face to face with Kim West. Kim was what you would call a multi-tasker. She was captain of the cheer leading squad, she played volleyball, girls' softball and she was on the swim team. She had a reputation that she seemed to try to live up to, with the nickname of Off-Road. Brandon didn't know one cheerleader that didn't put out, but Kim set the benchmark. She fucked the guys on the boys' volleyball team, she fucked the guys on the boys' swim team, she fucked the guys on the boys' baseball team, and even though she didn't play football, she fucked the guys on the football team. Kim was known for her "team" spirit.
Brandon had fucked her too, on several occasions, even though he wasn't on any team.
"This will be our only chance to say our farewells," she cooed, pressing herself against him. I'm leaving for New York in the morning. My cousin has a job lined up for me."
"Well, then, we can't pass up the opportunity to say a good and proper farewell," Brandon said, slipping his arm around her waist.
"Oh, I always loved those big arms around me," she said as he was leading her away.
"I love these big arms around you, too," he said.
"Where are you taking me?"
"To my pickup."
"There's more room in the wide open spaces than in the cab of your truck."
"Not the cab; the truck bed," he said. "I always wanted to do it on the tailgate." As they approached his truck, he asked, "Not that it matters, but where am I in line for saying farewell?"
"You could be tenth or fifteenth, it wouldn't matter with your size," she said.
He stripped her naked, then took off his own clothes, and fucked her on the tailgate while an audience gathered.
Driving home, Brandon was still laughing. "Shit, Cuz, you didn't just lose your virginity, you blew it to pieces so it ain't never coming back."
"I don't think your virginity comes back," Austin said.
"Well yours sure as hell won't. Damn, how many girls did you fuck tonight?"
"Four girls. Five times. That last condom you gave me, I used it on a girl I'd already fucked."
"And that doesn't count that first load you blew in the girl's mouth. You got more sex than anybody out there tonight," Brandon.
"Did you get laid at all?" Austin asked.
"No, I was too busy looking after you," he said jokingly.
"I didn't mean to cramp your style," Austin said.
"You didn't. I was just kidding. I fucked the captain of the cheerleading squad on the tailgate of my truck. Something I always wanted to do."
At home, Brandon had to help Austin up the stairs to the bedroom, his legs were still so shaky. Austin collapsed across Brandon's bed. He went to the bathroom and when he came back, Austin was undressing.
"You wanta shower?"
"I probably should," Austin said.
"Yeah, so you don't make my room smell like sex," Brandon joked.
Brandon got towels then waited in his room while Austin showered. The thoughts that crept into his head earlier in the evening came back, but he quickly dismissed them. The rest of the night was going to be uneventful; no way was he going to get anything started with his young cousin. Certainly not now that he had so solidly proven his manhood. When Austin came back to the room drying off, Brandon went in to shower. His cock got fluffed up pretty quick; it wasn't having any of the shrugging off. "Settle down, he's straight," Brandon muttered to himself.
Back in his room, Austin was in bed, stretched out on his back with his hands locked behind his head. He had turned off the overhead light, leaving the small lamp on.
"I figured you would be asleep from exhaustion," Brandon said as he finished drying off.
"I don't know if I'll get any sleep, everything's still whirling around in my mind."
Brandon laughed, tossed the towel aside and crawled into bed. He hadn't wondered, but he noticed that Austin was naked. He turned out the lamp, leaving only the softest dim light from the moon shining in. the window, and stretched out like Austin.
"This has been the greatest night of my life," Austin said.
"You think?" Brandon said, laughing.
"For more reasons than one," Austin added.
Brandon noticed the sudden, odd change in his tone, from happy and exhilarated to serious, almost moody. "What reasons?" he asked. "I mean, getting laid five times pretty much qualifies for the greatest night in anybody's life, but I heard a sudden turn in your tone of voice just then, like something's bothering you all of sudden."
"I thought I was gay," Austin said with a soft chuckle.
Brandon was jolted by it. "What the hell gave you that idea?"
"I just never had any interest in girls. I've never even asked a girl out, and at a dance, I was always afraid to ask a girl to dance. I'm too scared almost to even talk to a girl at school."
"Hell, that don't make you gay, that just makes you scared of girls," Brandon said. "A lot of guys are scared of girls. They get over it. You sure as fuck got over it tonight."
"No, I didn't. I was scared out of my wits."
"Yeah, you were pretty nervous at first, blowing the fastest load on record, but you got over it."
"Not really. With every girl, I was scared I wouldn't perform up to her expectations. I was even afraid my cock might go down."
"That's in the back of every guy's mind," Brandon said. "About the performing, I mean. I don't know why you were worried about your cock going down, hell, it was like a poker all night."
"Well, it...it's more than that. A lot more," Austin said in a quieter tone.
"What's bugging you, Austin?" Brandon asked. "You can tell me."
"The truth is, I...I think the reason my cock stayed hard was because I...because of all of the guys around me."
Brandon laughed again. "That would normally make a guy lose his hardon, being watched by a bunch of other guys."
"But I wasn't seeing those guys like other guys would. I'm more attracted to guys...other boys, and even older guys, like college guys...more than I am girls. I'm sort of scared of guys, too, like I'm scared of girls, but for different reasons. That's the reason I never went out for sports, I'm afraid of being around other jocks in the locker room. I go to football games, not to watch the game, I like to watch the players. I have to be around them sometimes, like in PE class and I have to rush in and out of the shower, and it's always a cold shower, cause I'm afraid I'm gonna get a hardon. I don't have any of those feeling about girls."
Brandon laughed. "That's because you're not showering with girls, you dumb ass. If you were in the shower with a bunch of girls, you'd probably have to rush in and out of the shower and take cold showers."
"No, I don't think it would faze me. I don't have those feelings for a girl's body."
"Dude, you fucked four different girls tonight, one of them twice. Don't tell me you don't have any attraction for a girl's body."
"My cock had all the feelings. It felt good inside a girl's pussy, but I didn't get any particular thrill out of it beyond that."
"That's all the thrill you need to get, fucker," Brandon said, laughing from exasperation. "Why're you trying so hard to talk yourself into being gay?"
"Why are you trying to talk me out of being gay?"
There was a quiet pause.
"Austin."
"Yeah."
"Have you ever done anything with another boy?"
"No."
"Have you ever wanted to?"
"Yes."
Another short pause.
Suddenly Brandon pulled the covers off of himself. He wasn't hard, he was just naked. "Look over here," he said. "What do you see?"
"What do you mean, what do I see? I see you?"
"Right. Are you going to have a problem sleeping with me like this?"
"No."
"Okay. If you were gay, you would have a problem sleeping with another naked guy. You would be wanting to do stuff with him."
"I...didn't...say...I didn't want to do stuff," Austin said.
Brandon turned his head and stared at him. "Cuz, are you saying you want to do stuff with me?"
"I would be afraid to try anything."
"What if I said it was okay? No, what if I...." He stopped short.
"What if you what?" Austin asked.
"What if I took it a step further?"
"I don't know what you mean."
"What if I took it a step further, to show you it was okay?"
"I still don't know what you mean," Austin said.
"Look, Cuz, I have done stuff with other guys."
Austin raised up on one elbow, gaping at him in disbelief. "You have! Are you...s-saying...t-telling me you're gay?"
"No, I'm not saying that. I'm saying I've done stuff with other guys. I'm telling you it's okay. I'm telling you it don't necessarily mean you're gay. It means it's just sex."
Austin lay back and stared up at the ceiling.
"I don't believe you're telling me this, Brandon. Even if it's true, I don't believe you're saying it."
"You don't believe me?"
"I'm not saying I don't believe you, but I gotta wonder if you're saying it just to make me feel better about myself."
"Do you feel bad about yourself?"
"I don't know if I wanta be gay."
"You don't even know if you are gay," Brandon said. Suddenly he scooted down in the bed and patted his chest. "Sit up here astraddle my chest."
"Huh?"
"You heard me. Sit on my chest."
"W-what're gonna do?" the younger boy asked as he rose up and climbed astraddle his older cousin's chest. His cock dragged across his pec muscle then came to rest between the thick muscles.
"Now lean up over me and do pushups," Brandon said.
"Huh?"
"You heard me."
"I don't know wh....."
"Just do it," Brandon cut in.
Austin leaned forward to support himself on his arms extended then rose up on his toes and began doing pushups. He glanced down to see Brandon's mouth open. "Oh!...Ohh!...Ohh, Godd!" he gasped as his cock was enveloped in Brandon's mouth each time, and he tried to push up high enough to avoid the contact.
Brandon clasped his hands around his butt to pull him down and force his cock in his mouth, to let him know it was okay. As his cock grew harder, it plunged into Brandon's throat, and soon he naturally took up the rhythm his cousin was trying to show him and was fucking his mouth.
"Aww, fuck, Brandon, w-what're we d-doing?" he stammered breathlessly.
Brandon kept his hold in his cousin's taut little butt and sucked him for several minutes before he shoved him up and held him up over his face.
"How'd that feel?"
"Aww, I can't even tell you...better than that girl doing me, that's for sure."
Brandon tossed him aside. "Do you think I'm gay?"
"I wouldn't ever say that about you, Brandon."
"Good, cause I'm not. But I discovered sex with other guys pretty much by accident, and decided I liked it. I don't do that, what I just did, for just anybody, you understand. But I did it with you to prove my point."
"You sure proved your point."
"Now you try it," Brandon said.
"Try what?"
"Geezuss, I just drew you a picture," Brandon said.
"Y-you w-want me t-to s-suck your cock?"
"Yeah."
"I don't know if I can, if I know how?"
"What's to know, you lean down here and take my cock in your mouth. And tell me if you like it."
Hesitantly, Austin moved over Brandon's middle, very cautiously taking his cock in his hand. He was lowering his head, wetting his lips, when Brandon took hold of his cock himself, and put his hand on the back of Austin's head and forced him down.
"MMmnpphh!" Austin moaned.
"Don't fight me. Suck it," Brandon said.
When he knew he couldn't get out of his cousin's grip he relaxed and let him move his head up and down.
"I'm gonna let go of your head, you keep sucking," Brandon said.
Austin did as he was told.
Brandon laid his hand on his shoulder and began rubbing his back. "Yeah, Cuz, that feels good," he whispered. "You like it, don't you? You like a big hard, hot cock throbbing in your mouth, don't you? So do I. Difference is, if you come back for more. If you don't, then you ain't gay. But if you do, and you come back a third and fourth time and more after that, then you're probably gay, because then it won't be just experimenting around anymore. You get my meaning?"
Austin nodded his head.
"Next thing we're gonna do, I'm gonna fuck you," Brandon said.
Austin jerked his head up, his eyes wide.
"No."
"Fucking is part of being gay, man. How're you gonna know if you're really gay if you don't know if you like being fucked?"
"That's crazy thinking," Austin said as he stroked Brandon's slick cock. "Guys aren't built to be fucked like girls are."
Brandon laughed. "Guys aren't exactly built to suck cock either, are they? I mean, you're supposed to put food in your mouth, not raw cock," he said as he rubbed his hand over Austin's bare butt.
"You're just trying to fuck with my brain. Besides, no way your cock would fit in my ass without tearing me apart."
Brandon laughed again. "You wanta know how many guys' asses have accommodated my big cock, and nobody's had to have reconstructive surgery yet."
"Have you ever been fucked?" Austin asked cockily.
"Yeah."
Austin's eyes popped and his mouth dropped and he suddenly let go of his cock, as if it were too hot to hold onto.
"Now I know you're fuckin' with my head. You've never been fucked. You're just trying to convince me to let you do it to me."
Brandon had found his cousin's hole; he didn't think Austin even realized it till he began rubbing around it.
"That feel good?"
Austin blinked, as he realized where Brandon's fingers were.
"Y-yeah, sort of."
"You think guys' asses were made to be played with like this?"
"I....d-don't know."
"But it feels good," Brandon said as he tickled his fingertips around the clenching hole.
"Y-yeah, I d-don't know why, maybe it's not supposed to."
Brandon wet his fingers and rubbed them harder against the boy's hole.
"That feels even better," he said.
"Yeah," Austin admitted, sounding a little breathless now. "Ohh...ohh, be careful."
"Feels good, my finger pushing in like that," Brandon said.
Austin didn't answer him.
"My tongue would feel even better," Brandon said.
"What?" Austin had a surprised look.
"My tongue would feel even better than my finger," Brandon said.
"You wouldn't do that," Austin scoffed.
"There's one way to find out."
"How?"
"Get up here and sit on my face."
"You wouldn't do it," Austin said. "If I tried sitting on your face, you'd toss me off on the floor."
"Promise I won't," Brandon said as he put his arms over his heads. "You can hold my arms down."
"Like I could hold those arms down," he scoffed again.
"Try me."
Austin was hesitant.
"Okay you get on your hands and knees and I'll do it," Brandon said.
He was still hesitant.
"Okay, I'll do it...I'll sit on your face."
"One condition. If I tongue your ass, then I get to fuck it. I eat it, I fuck it."
"I'd be too scared. You're so big," he said timidly.
Brandon pulled him up on top of him and wrapped both arms around him. "Austin, I wouldn't hurt you purpose. Yeah, it'll hurt a little at first but you can handle it, cause I promise it'll feel great after a minute or two. I'll get you ready, so you want it. And if we start and you wanta change your mind, all you gotta do is say so, and I'll stop. If you're gay, I guarantee it's gonna happen. It's what gay guys do, they get fucked. I'd like to be your first, rather than somebody you don't know or can't trust to be as easy and gentle as I will be."
"Have you really been fucked, Brandon??"
"Yes. Scout's honor, I've been fucked."
"Did you like it?"
"I sorta did. I mean, it felt good, but I'm just not built that way in my head. My body's built for it, but not my head. So I never did it again," he lied. "You understand? You're built that way in your head – or you think you are – so your body can take it cause you want it....if you really do, and there's only one way to find out."
"You make too much sense, Brandon, and that's scary."
"We don't have to," Brandon said. "But at least let me show you how I can make you wanta try it. We can stop short of actually doing it."
"You still want me to sit on your face?"
"Yeah."
"Have you ever done that to anybody else?"
"No, but I've had it done to me, and it's awesome."
Still reluctant, Austin stood astraddle his cousin with his butt facing the headboard. "I don't need to hold your arms," he said as he lowered himself over Brandon's face.
Brandon took the boy's firm, smooth butt in his hands and guided him down to his face. His tongue met Austin's asshole, causing him to gasp with surprise.
"Ohhhh! Ohhhh, fuck! Ohhhh...ohhh, Brandon! Ohh, Godd."
"Told you it feels awesome," Brandon said, his voice muffled. When he felt Austin's asshole begin to relax and open up, he shoved his tongue through his hole and made him cry out. Then he introduced his finger, slowly, gently, but with persistence, till it was all the way in. He continued kissing his butt and licking around his asshole. He wriggled his finger around, searching, finding his prostate.
"OHHH!...Ohhh, Godd! Ohhhh...Awwwhhhhh...ohhh, fuuccck, w-what're you.....
w-what is that...Ohhhhh, Yess...Ohhh...I think you can...f-fuck me...Brandon. Fuck me."
Brandon smiled and slowly pulled his finger free. He used two fingers to pull the tiny hole open wider, stretching the tight muscle. He drove his tongue up through the stretched hole. Austin choked on his cries. Suddenly he rose up and turned around, sitting down astraddle Brandon's thighs.
"You can fuck me, Brandon," he said, as he took hold of his cock in both hands. "I want you to fuck me. I wanta know what it's like."
"All right," Brandon said calmly. "But if you change your mind......"
"I won't change my mind," Austin cut in. "Even if I do, you ignore me. I'm telling you I want it, and it don't matter what I might say."
"No, man, if you tell me stop, I'm gonna stop," Brandon said.
"How do you wanta do it?" Austin asked.
"On your back, me on top. I wanta watch your face when I do it. There's something you gotta do first."
"What?" he asked anxiously.
Brandon got up off the bed and pulled Austin to his feet. He went to his closet and gut out a Fleet that was hidden there.
"What's that?"
Brandon didn't answer him. He led him to the bathroom and handed him the bottle. "Use this. Read the directions. It's not rocket science."
About ten minutes later, Austin came back to the room.
"Feel better?"
"Yeah," Austin said, trying not to look embarrassed. He handed Brandon the empty plastic bottle.
Brandon patted the bed. Austin lay down and Brandon got between his legs, lifting them onto his shoulders. He squeezed the lube out of a small packet, into Austin's hole then worked it in with his fingers. He wiped his finger on the head of his cock. He cupped his cousin's butt in his big hands and lifted him higher off the mattress, letting his legs fall heavily over his upper body.
"I can tell you're scared, but don't be. It's gonna hurt a little, but I'll work you past it so it feels good."
"I don't care, I just want you to fuck me."
Brandon pushed his cock down from its sharp upward angle and aimed the head at Austin's clenching hole. "You've really got a nice ass," he said as he rubbed the head up and down over his hole.
Austin laughed and whined, "Are you just gonna admire it or are you gonna fuck it."
Brandon smiled down at him. "Anxious little fucker, aren't you? Hold that thought and that attitude." With that, he tightened his butt muscles to power his cock through the hole in one swift, determined thrust.
"OOOOHhh!" Austin cried out.
"Still holding that thought?" Brandon asked him.
"Ohh, Geezuss Fuck! My asshole's never going to close up! Godd, it feels like a ball bat!"
"It won't in a few minutes, when you get used to it," Brandon said. "You're gonna be wishing I was bigger."
"I doubt that."
Brandon pushed deeper, gazing down at his cousin's right little ass ring locked tightly around the girth of his cock, squeezing with a steady rhythm. He shoved in deeper, feeling Austin's insides spread apart for his invading cockmeat.
"Couple more inches," he told him.
"Hell, what's a couple more inches when you already shoved a foot of cock in me."
"I'll show you," Brandon said. He sank in all the way and ground his loins hard against Austin's spread butt.
"Aaahhhh! That was more like six more inches!" Austin cried.
"Want me to pull 'em out?"
"NO! Godd, No! Just let me get used to it. Ohh, Geezuss, I didn't know it'd hurt this much."
"It's not hurting as much as it did when I busted through your hole. Don't tell me it is. That's the worst. It just gets better after that. Just hang in there."
"I'm hanging," Austin said, a little breathless.
Brandon moved his hips in circles, making his cock move around deep inside Austin's ass.
"OHHhhhhh," the boy moaned softly.
"That feel okay?"
"Ohh, yeah...it feels good, even though it still hurts."
"Let's do it some more, work the pain out," Brandon said as he twisted his butt around some more.
"Ohhh, yesss! Ohh, I think that's working. Godd, that feels good."
"Let's see how this feels." He pulled his cock out about half way then eased it back in. Then again. And again. He watched his cousin's face contort with surprised pleasure that showed through his little grimaces of pain.
"Ohh...Ohh, Brandon...that f-feels wonderful!"
Brandon smiled. "I think you're ready to be fucked." He eased back, withdrawing his cock completely, leaving Austin's asshole gaping wide open. He looked down at it. "Man, are you ready! Your fine little asshole is gaping wide open, clenching begging for my cock."
"I'm begging you, too, Brandon. Put it back in me. I can feel my asshole wide open, I can feel the air. We both want your cock back. We want you to fuck us, good and hard."
"No, not hard yet," Brandon said. "We've got plenty of time for the hard stuff. Right now, I just wanta plow out your virginity till there's no trace of it left."