Tim's Adventure 25
by Wordshop
Tim ran to the room next door to get help for Tommy. It was obvious to Tim that Tommy was in deep trouble and was going into a complete panic attack or a mental breakdown.
Tim's reward and an attempt by others at a wee bit of punishment for Tommy had indeed backfired on those who felt that a little kick in the balls based on stupidity might be a good idea.
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"Help! You guys better come over to our room quickly, something is wrong with Tommy!"
"Tell us what happened."
"As the Wedding and the events around it took place, it appears that I've continued growing in size and . . . .well. . . . other things."
"The shirt I'm wearing was one of the largest Tommy had, and as you can see, there are now some problems with fit." "I noticed the continued growth, but I didn't make that much of it and simply wanted to get the garbage with my Mom, my moronic Sister, and this damned Wedding behind us."
"Based on what happened we knew that this was a possibility, but I didn't expect Tommy to try for another `melt down' over it."
"As I started to strip down, Tommy I think saw that I was getting bigger than he was or is and I think that he's now very frightened of that."
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Tommy was lying on the bed covered in sweat breathing very heavily and the sweat was pouring off of him an incredible rate. His color was pale and ashen and tears were running down his cheeks. If that was not bad enough there was a large wet spot where he had literally momentarily lost control of his urinary tract. If Tommy had been humiliated by the episode with the horse and Tim learning to ride, there was little doubt that this one would not be far behind. The two Medical Doctors looked at Tommy and simply were stunned. The bigger Tommy became it appeared the less control he had of his emotions and the more it appeared that he was sliding into a state of depression.
There was a look of total helplessness in Tommy's eyes that began to get to Tim and he started to sob quietly. He Loved Tommy including his faults, was his relationship always going to be like living in a soap opera?
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"What are we going to do?"
"Tim, I think that we've made a mess of this one ourselves and that we may have had the right intention but the wrong method to accomplish something." "Can you forgive us?"
"I guess so, whatever is happening here is definitely not intentional."
"I am going to give Tommy a mild oral tranquilizer, I think that we'll be OK with this in the morning because we do have a great deal to tell the both of you and I think you both will be happy with it."
"Can you lift him up enough to make it possible for him to swallow this pill for me?"
"I think so."
"How long will it take for this one to take effect?"
"It's pretty fast acting, it should kick in within the next ten or fifteen minutes."
"Is it going to make him sleepy?"
"This one isn't that strong, he needs to be awake because the two of you have to talk." "I think we have done enough damage already." "Get his clothing off, get him into the bathtub or the shower and give him a nice romantic sponge bath." "The pill will take the edge off and it will help him just talk." "OK, he's not in any danger this time the pulse rate is coming back down on it's own and the breathing is beginning to normalize." "He has just been through quite a shock." "We were stupid we never thought that he would act this way."
"OK, I will see what I can do."
"I am going to have to take my clothes off to do what needs to be done here, do you think that I could make things worse."
"No, I think we together have made them about as `worse' as they could get."
"The shock is wearing off and he's going to be OK." If he is still speaking to us in the morning we'll buy you some breakfast in the restaurant down stairs." "They make a really dangerous Spanish Omlette!"
"By the way, how long will this present `growth spurt' last?"
"It should be over within the next couple of days if it isn't over already."
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Tommy by appearance was a mess, his blonde hair was wet and straggly, his shirt clung to his huge chest with the moisture of the perspiration and though better than a few minutes before, his color was still not back to normal.
Tim gave Tommy a big kiss on the forehead and let the look in his eyes do the speaking for him.
Tommy was down from the attack, and he started to cry quietly.
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"Why?"
"I don't understand Tommy?"
"Why did you hurt me so horribly?"
"I didn't intend to hurt you at all Tommy, why would you say that?"
"Because I thought that I was the one going to compete, to be the champion."
"I don't think that my size has anything to do with that."
"Tommy, I love my life as your partner, I do not want to compete at all, why would you think that my thoughts on that had changed?"
"Fuckin Look at you Tim!" "You make me look like a beginner now!"
"Yes Tommy, look at me!" "Before I was one kind of freak, now I am a freak again, just a different kind!"
"Tommy, look at my body and really look at it." I am so incredibly covered in hair that shaving me for a contest would take a number of hours." "I am the only guy I know who could grow a five-o-clock shadow on his back!"
"My beard is so thick and heavy now that the skin which was so beautiful after your Uncles repaired it doesn't even show any more." "Tommy my Love, look at my legs." "These days it is hard to find the skin!"
"If you didn't want to compete with me then why did you do it?"
"Because my Love, I didn't want to do it." "I did not want to compete in any manner with you!" "I knew that once I reached a certain size and growth level that it wouldn't matter." "I knew that me being this incredibly massive short fur-covered-muscle-bear would in and of itself keep me out of competition, and leave that end to you." "The strength that this has given me has been an incredible rush as you well know, and the abilities I now have in some areas are also incredible." "But Tommy, it has been a `trade-off' in every respect. Yes I outweigh you right now, but I am also shorter than you are." "Look at the size of my quads Tommy, have you noticed that I now sway when I walk." "It is not that this is all that bad I guess, but the muscle mass certainly takes some getting used to." "Now, yes my dick has grown too, but, my fuckin quads have grown so damned much that the length I have gained is more than lost simply because the quads are so large that I can't penetrate the distance I used to any more." "Tommy, I encouraged this of my own free will to make damned certain that whatever happens that I will always stay in at least a little bit of the background." "I might get bigger still simply because it takes me out of competition."
"Now, let's get you cleaned up and get some rest."
"There is supposed to be some major announcement for our benefit tomorrow." "I think we both need some rest before that happens."
"Oh, Tommy look, look at the snow falling outside." "Isn't it beautiful?"
"Let's get you cleaned up and then I want to cuddle with my husband."
"Crap! Shit" Fuck!" "Why the fuck are you crying now?"
"You, you sacrificed something very major for me and you can't go back!"
"Tommy, when you don't want something it isn't a sacrifice and going back doesn't matter."
"I Love You!"
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In a room nearby two middle aged men were lying sleeplessly in bed. Their thoughts turned to the hurt that they may have caused Tommy and the fact that Tim had now reached dimensions that probably had yet to be seen in normal bodybuilding circles even those where steroids flowed like water.
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"What did we do?"
"I don't know, I know that we blew it somewhere."
"Tim doesn't seem at all bothered by his size or the magnification of his other secondary sex characteristics."
"I don't know, at the same time it seems that there is something wrong with Tommy." "This last year with the two of them together has been incredible and I don't regret much on that front." "Tim has turned into the best Ranch Manager and employee I could have ever asked for or dreamed of." "In spite of the size increases, there has been zero slow down in what he seems to accomplish every day." "It blows me away."
"That is all well and good, but the emotional instability in Tommy is what really worries me." "Is this a result of how we have tampered with nature, or do we simply have a male who wears his heart on his sleeve?"
"Tim has been through hell with this damned Wedding." "It's really obvious that he has his Sister pretty well `pegged' and doesn't trust her in any manner."
"At the same time the things we have developed could really help some people." "I am less thrilled with a few things that could come from this Wedding adventure in some other ways though."
"In what way?"
"Well, for example, the kid that has had it so hard because of a bunch of bungling bureaucrats, does need our "magic" help, but obviously we cannot continue to create numbers of `muscle monsters' without arousing suspicion." "Then there is that really fat kid that was killing himself with bad food, video games, and inactivity." Then worst of all the rich guy with the farm implement dealership who wants to buy the success he never had as an athlete for his son." "What about him, what can we do with that one."
"I do have some thoughts on this, there are some simple outs that will make things happen far more naturally."
"I'm tired, let's hear it."
"The kid who is working his ass of and nearly lost everything we can help easily and in his case we can simply remove some really bad skin and fix that for him." "The next step for this guy might be a little chemical assistance, but what we can do is chemically create a need for exercise, give him a little more between his legs and make him feel better about himself." "If we simply do some minor genetic reprogramming we can let him do the rest himself."
"Again I don't really understand."
"If that kid had the skin rejuvenation and then had a little help with a few key hormone levels, a few tweaks here and there along with a mental compulsion for exercise and fitness, that alone would for the most part fix him." "He would really do the work himself, it would not be a total gift, it would simply be a guide for him and it would chemically give him a "hand up" in the right direction." "In addition how many places can we "arrange" a scholarship for him as good or better than the one he lost?"
"We have already done a little to the bureaucratic bungling and the family has been saved in that respect." "A little quiet help in the background will help the kid with us giving a little help and the kid himself doing the rest."
"The fat kid remember is already in the gym." "He is already working to remove the excess blubber and he has already made remarkable progress on his own." "His help would do with a little assistance in the permanent eradication of the fat cells which we can do, and the next step for him would be to pay for some really great cosmetic surgery as a donation to help him along, there is really no "chemical hocus pocus" at all as far as I can see."
"The only one that really bothers me is the tractor guy's kid." "At the same time there is a rather devious solution we can use on him that will satisfy the whole bunch without really sacrificing too much."
"I am all ears on that one?"
"I also sense that somehow I am going to like it." "Tommy said he thought that this kid was gay, what can we do there?" "We are not tampering with this at all." "The kid's orientation is the kid's business and if he was really gay, he should not have allowed himself to be maneuvered into the Wedding by his family."
"We can tamper with nature a wee bit but in a very different way." "We bring the kid down and the boys train him for a while." "We give him some chemical help, but not more than minimal with regards to muscle mass." "I think that the idea is to give both Cheryl and the Grandparents as they say way too much of a good thing." "The old coot is worth millions of dollars."
"What do you mean?"
"We fix the body enough to make that kid the best `stud' In the entire stable!" "We add some size to his dick, we ramp up his pheremones to a level that will keep the new bride dripping with vaginal lube, we ramp up the semen production and his sex drive and with a few minor additives we make her want him constantly after the first time." "Cheryl is going to be screaming with delight as she is getting her brains fucked out constantly." In addition, every time she gets's pregnant it's going to be a multiple birth!"
"This is going to be the most fertile stud on the planet by the time I am through with him." "Grandpa is going to get oh say eight or ten grandkids in a relatively short time, Cheryl is going to have some pregnancies that make she and her big titties the equivalent of an elephant, and most fun of all she will be begging to be constantly pregnant as much as she hates it.
Cheryl is going to be perpetually pregnant! By the time I am finished with his semen he is going to be the most potent man and that semen will make her the most receptive and fertile Mom ever seen." "The Grandkids will satisfy the Grandparents, they will be boffing their brains out, she will be a cat in heat even right after she delivers, and they all will be very happy.
"She is going to be looser than a goose".
"No, that's not going to be a problem."
"Her husband is going to slowly continue to grow over this period of extreme fertility and by the time the nine months are up his size will have increased enough to keep her in orgasmic nirvana, so that as she stretches he grows bigger to compensate." "She gets pregnant again he continues to grow and you get the picture."
"In fact, that boy is going to be such a horndog sex machine that her being pregnant will only turn him on even more."
"We cannot turn that kid into another version of Tommy or Tim and that is for certain." We can give him enough muscle to make the "Stud Muffin Hubby" able to fuck like a Rabbit in heat for hours without wearing out." "The pregnancy and the Grandbabies will take care of the rest." "Can this be kept under control?" "I think so, he is going to need to jack-off in between fucking his wife into oblivion if he is at work, but, that would be about all." "The Grandpa remember is only looking to be able to say `That's my boy!" and make him at least appear really macho so that any thinking of his son the queen is gone. "If we give him that, he will be happy." "What about the kid himself?" "He will be such a horndog that he will find plenty of sex and as his dick gets bigger he will find a number of takers easily."
"Do you think that Tommy and Tim will be happy that we abandoned the idea of the ranch in Taos?" "I think that for right now they have all that they can handle." "Tommy needs the structure of his job and Tim wants to get back to the work he enjoys." A little later I think we may do some more looking and maybe a second residence as an escape for all of us with them included might be good too." "Do you think that Rogelio is doing OK in Tim's place during this stint?" "I hope so."
"Have you thought any more about the kids that "Dr. Frankenstein" screwed up?"
"Yeah, I have, and I think we need to talk about that one a great deal more when we get back home."
"We have a few more days of peace and quiet either way." "Can we leave the problems of the rest of the world and just have a little more peace and quiet?"
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Back in the other room Tim had finally gotten the clothing off of Tommy and had gotten him into a hot bath to both clean him up and help him relax. The snow was falling and the hour had gotten very late. Tommy was still not completely back to normal. Normal was very difficult simply because he was looking and really seeing what Tim had grown to be.
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"Tim honey, are you really happy in any way with what you've become?"
"Why would you ask that?"
"Because you called yourself a freak."
"Well in a way I am a freak, but, this is a different kind of freak."
"What do you mean, you don't consider that to be a negative?"
"Well, like I said it was a really major trade-off."
"This may sound stupid, but, can you explain what you mean?"
"Here is one example:" "When you were injured by the snake bite and I went out into the equipment shed to take on your El Camino, I struggled horribly trying to get the automatic transmission back in." "I was then so small and my physical strength was not up to the task of what I had to do."
"I may have been running to some degree on adrenaline, but that job took me probably double the time that it should have simply because I was not at that time able to grab that transmission and simply press that thing up in to place." "I had to improvise off of a floor jack to get the whole thing put back together." "Now I could probably lift that transmission with one arm and hoist it back in." "At the same time the muscle mass I now have would have made maneuvering my body under the El Camino more difficult, where when I was smaller that part would have been very easy."
"Here is another example:" "When I went out and drove that deuce and a half military truck bringing `salad bar' to a bunch of hungry cattle I thought at a couple of points that I was going to freeze my ass off." "The insulation of the muscle I have now would have made a considerable improvement in that situation." "Also that beast does not have power assisted steering, so the muscle mass I have now would not have left me sore for days, which I was after playing `delivery boy'." "My left leg from that clutch was sore for several days." "Today it would not have any effect."
"You mentioned the hair and all the rest?"
"Even that is a trade-off."
"I was always hairy, and it embarrassed me when I was in High School." "Now that I am older and hopefully a little bit wiser, the knowledge I now have tells me that I was being `ragged on' simply because I was different." "For me keeping clean and odor free was always a problem." "Yes as the hair has multiplied the bacteria and odor problems have multiplied to some degree as well." "I can't in truth be certain that I would not have ended up like this simply from genetics at some point anyway." "The `Wookie genes' were there before I had any form of transformation." I can guarantee that what we have done has placed this into `warp drive' as far as speeding it up, but, nobody can guarantee that this would not have been my future." "I am not in any manner bitter about it." "I guess I now have what I have heard referred to as `fur pride'." "Do you think that the hair is too much now?"
"No sweetheart, the hair always has been part of you and you are right, it might have been in your cards anyway." "I think that probably the speed of what happened got to me more than anything else."
"Then what is the problem really?" "You have had to make some adjustments since you grew to your present size, and I have had to make some adjustments as a result of my growth and transformation." "I love you as much or more now than I did when we first got together." "I love you for who you are!" "I don't care about the size and the change you will have in the future, for us it goes with the territory."
"Tim honey, I remember standing in your Mom's living room when we first met in person." "Your eyes to this day are simply incredible and when I first saw them my heart completely swelled to bursting with joy."
"I will never forget that moment either." "I thought that I was hallucinating, I was looking in total and complete disbelief at this blonde `God" who had been the kind of guy I had sought out in computer porn and the kind of guy who I had jacked-off to as some sort of fantasy." "I was completely unsure of myself and here I was this little crater faced hair covered gamer geek from Scottsbluff, Nebraska."
"While you felt inadequate as this `geek' as you put it, I always felt clumsy and inadequate as this idiot who was transformed into a jock centerfold and I felt that I didn't deserve it."
"I think that the one thing that neither of your Uncles understand completely yet is that transforming the body into centerfold material or whatever one wants to call it does only that." "It doesn't transform our minds to accept the change and that we need to do on our own." "When you take some kid at the gym and he works his ass off to gain some muscle he has the time during the effort he puts in to accept the change he himself generates by his efforts." "On the other side of the coin while we both worked out, with the various `magic elixirs' in a syringe neither one of us had that opportunity." "The changes came in some ways too fast and our minds could not keep up with what our bodies were doing."
"Tim, if you had the opportunity to go back and reverse the whole thing would you do it?"
"Not in a million years, and the reason is that it took this change into another person to make me see who I really was to begin with." "I am not ashamed of that anymore, I have now taken control of who or whom I am."
"I am Tim Kelly, I am still growing up (at least mentally) to be a man that my Mom and my Dad if he were still living could be proud of."
"Tommy, the same is true with you." "You, over a period of time became this other person physically, but, you were still this frightened teenager who had been abandoned by his birth parents." "The physical transformation was incredible and yet there was no transformation mentally and there was no time for you to accept who you were becoming."
"Tommy, when you step on a stage to compete in bodybuilding I will be there for you." "I can name two other guys in the room next door who love you as if they were your birthparents." "I doubt that they are asleep by the way, they were pretty badly shaken when they realized that they may have hurt you." "You are the one who really likes the idea of competing against other bodybuilders." "I on the other hand have found complete happiness." "I have had the chance to accept myself as being gay, the chance to fall in love with the right person the first time, the chance to discover that I have a job that I would not trade for anything, and I even had the chance via some chemical assistance to become physically something that in spite of the trade-off's that I actually have grown to kind of like." "There is nothing bad at all, the only thing it means is that I have grown up and this transformation helped me do it."
"Are you certain?"
"Yes, I am certain!"
"I Love You!"
"The snow is still falling outside and quite heavily."
"You at all dazed from the tranquilizer?"
"Not really. . . ."
"You up to talking to two great guys so that they can get some sleep?"
"Is there a fireplace in their room?"
"Yep!"
"Are there any marshmallows left in the food bags?"
"Yep!"
"Grab the marshmallows, our cups, some hot chocolate, and let's make their night a great deal better."
"You got room keys?"
"Let's head next door."
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The two guys knocked quietly at the door and were greeted by two men who had obviously been crying. It was obvious that Tim had come up with the right idea as usual.
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"Grab a couple of cups, we decided to share some hot chocolate with you."
"Tim even remembered marshmallows!"
"I think I need to start off:"
"Uncle Mike, Uncle Gary, I know you both must think I am losing my mind." "I want to put your minds at ease, I am still as sane as I ever was."
"Your magic elixir is great in every respect, the problem is in my case that my mind has never had the time to catch up with what my body has been doing." "I graduated from High School only about two years ago." "At the time I graduated we had already played around a little bit with your work." "I put on about 20 pounds as you remember in my Senior Year." "Hey that was great and cool and all but, it is easy to really love something that you did not work all that hard for." "You gave me a great gift, my body was excited and grateful, but again it happened so fast that my mind never had a chance to catch up." "Remember that we had engaged in many talks about me being gay, and also remember that I was still in the process of trying to accept that too." "Right after my graduation, I started at the gym and I found myself a personal trainer simply because I was growing so fast that nobody could believe it." "It was also obvious that whatever I was doing was not steroids." "Uncle Gary, you and Uncle Mike only missed a few minor details and they had more to do with physics than with anything else." "As I began to gain in size, my center of gravity shifted." "This was weird in that I became so friggin' "uncoordinated" that I was tripping over things, breaking things because I did not know my own strength or that it had grown, and I did not know how to educate my body as fast as you knew how to make it grow." "In spite of all of the wonderful support you gave me, I was then and am still insecure about the way my parents treated me." "It is going to take me some years to get past that trauma and it has left some scars." "I think that they call it `post traumatic stress disorder' or something like that." "You did nothing wrong, from the beginning my failings emotionally have all related back to my own insecurity and my fears of failure." "When I was not there to teach Tim how to ride a horse I saw it not as a convenience for you and a favor for me, but as a mental throw down (and I know I was wrong) that I was not getting things done fast enough. I perceived it as my own failure to do what I was supposed to do." "Hell, I had no way of knowing what was going on at home on the ranch, I was not there." "I have also been horribly afraid of failing Tim, I want a relationship with Tim that lasts my lifetime, like what you guys have." "If I fail him, that brings back the fear of abandonment again." "Every time I make an idiot out of myself, I see a night mare were Tim walks away and calls me an idiot on his way out the door."
"Here I am with this physical presence and appearance that would tend to give one impression, and the truth is that at times I am still this ninety five pound abandoned teenager who ended up at your front door wondering what I did to deserve or create a situation where my parents walked away from me.
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There was not a dry eye in the room.
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"I guess that I need to go next."
"When I came down and joined your family I have never felt such warmth and acceptance instantly in my whole life." "I was this little crater faced geek from Scotts Bluff, Nebraska." For the first time in my life I found love and in a way it was not only from Tommy, it was from the both of you as well." "I was at that time newly gay and was still in some ways discovering my own sexuality and who Tim Kelly was." "I was a stand out in a negative sense in my own mind." "When I graduated from High School I was the only one in the gym showers that had a hair covered body and people made fun of me because of this." "I was as you all know small and probably underweight at least by a few pounds if not more." "When Tommy showed up at my front door I nearly emptied my bladder right on the spot." "It was at the same time the best experience I have ever had and also the most frightening." "Here I was heading for a total unknown with a guy I had met over the Internet, and being offered a job I had never done before." "I kept digging for courage when the whole time Tommy and audience I was more terrified than you could have ever known." "Tommy my love, each time you screwed something up and made yourself look like a total idiot (and there have been a few of those to be certain) you were evolving in my eyes." "When I saw you physically I saw this perfection and this muscle god that I felt I didn't deserve." "Every time you messed up you made me feel needed and that was more important than you'll ever know." Your screw ups and the contrasts between the human Tommy and the muscle God Tommy are precious to me." "Tommy honey, this may sound weird but some of the moments that have been the worst for you have been very special and memorable to me." "The horseback riding melt-down had teaching for me in that it proved how much you loved me, and the reason for the melt down was because you felt cheated out of teaching me how to ride." "Listen, to this day, Rosie the horse was what made me look good."
I learned from that experience and in some ways we both did." "You getting bitten by that snake was another one, and you had the best of intentions in what you did." "I never knew what the human body was capable of until that day." "I had to dig somewhere down deep inside to get you on that horse and I somehow did it." "Little crater faced me somewhere found the physical power to get well over two-hundred pounds of you on to that horse." We made it, I managed to get you on and we are both alive and well enough to tell the story from that one." "I was sore for about a week from that, but you were saved and I was not made into a widower right then and there."
"I have had zero regrets when it came to this transformation." "As I told Tommy a while ago it was the transformation that really taught me about myself." "I had to become a different person to learn about the person I had been and then look back." "I actually told Tommy and I mean it that I would not mind getting even bigger." "I had genetics to be a bear rug anyway, there is no guarantee that the coating of body and facial hair that I have were not in my future anyway."
"I don't want to compete in any kind of physique competition at any time and I think what I like most is that with the increased muscle strength I now have, it makes my work easier." "I want to be at the competitions but only to cheer for Tommy to win." "You have given me a life that is so great that I never dreamed it would be possible."
I have enjoyed this ride and I would consent in a heartbeat to get even bigger if it would benefit research or do some good for some individual with a disease process or something like that.
I personally can't thank you enough and I am happy beyond belief.
I do think that I am going to have to dress in some gigantic sweats however until we can do something about the clothing problems."
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If the eyes were drying out, at the end of Tim's speech Gary and Mike both realized that they really needed to do more talking with these two. Also, they realized that any more growth had to take place more slowly so that the mind could catch up with the body.
To be continued