Mac4black is an exploration into the sexual fantasies of a gay male macrophile. Specifically, I am a GWM who fantasizes about entering a world of giant African-American men.....or, being "shrunk" in size until I am no bigger than a Ken doll -- so that my ebony giant can hold me in the palm of his hand.
I've been attracted to tall men for a very long time. I have memories as far back as the 6th or 7th grade in which I would encounter boys or men much taller than me, and I would simply melt in their presence. When I came to the realization that these feelings came from sexual attraction (and that I was in fact a gay male), my obsession with height began to fuel all of my sexual fantasies. Amazingly, I had the opportunity to date a very tall man right at the moment I was coming out of the closet. My first big "crush" happened the day I met a very tall black man. I was completely enthralled with this kind and gentle brother and loved how he towered over me. Although we were never able to develop a long-term relationship, I'm sure that first experience is what has shaped my attractions and fueled my fantasies ever since.
For years I have aroused myself with fantasies about shrinking to doll size or being in a world of giants. How exciting it was when I discovered (via the web) that I was not the only gay man with such feelings.
Welcome to the fantasy world of